
Emma Kelly
2/19/2022 3:26 PM
I’ve been participating in the mindful eating challenge since we started Ecochallenge and it’s become a habit of mine. Because my diet is so unvaried (see my first post), I didn’t think much about my food as I was eating it. I’ve never been one to truly appreciate food; I have my select few foods that I can eat and enjoy, but I’ve never seen eating as an activity to be enjoyed, only a means by which to gain sustenance. Eating mindfully has changed that marginally.
Back at home, my meals typically went as such: Breakfast = drink in 30 seconds, lunch = eat on couch alone while looking out the window, dinner = eat with my dad while we watch TV. The only meal in which I regularly had distractions was dinner, and that was because I had family with me. Since moving to college, my breakfast routine has stayed the same, but my lunch and dinner routines have changed dramatically. I started the year by listening to music or podcasts while I ate; I get my food at the Study and that place is loud and crowded, so I need something playing in my ears while I’m in there in order to prevent too much anxiety. I usually just kept my earbuds in while I ate whether I went outside or stayed there, and I didn’t think much of it.
Since the start of the quarter, I’ve started eating exclusively in my dorm room (mostly because of the new variant), and the walk from the Study to my building gives me time to wind down and prepare for my meal. As soon as I get back to my room, I take my earbuds out, clear some space on my desk, and start eating. I can definitely say that eating alone without any distractions has made me much calmer, and having the knowledge that I’m participating in this challenge has caused me to think about my food more. Now, while I eat, it always crosses my mind that I have access to food that I can comfortably eat despite my issues, and I try to actively enjoy the flavor in each bite. I now see meals as distinct events in my day, and the time I spend eating has become time for me to unwind, for my brain to take a break from studying and worrying about college life.